Sabtu, 18 Oktober 2025

Never Apart Never Again @snippet πŸ—’️

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Soft sunlight seeps through the curtains, brushing over tangled sheets. A faint chill lingers in the air, but under the blanket, everything feels warm, like the quiet between dreams.

Eiji’s the first to stir. He blinks slowly, his eyes adjusting to the soft light. Beside him, Ryota’s still asleep. One arm flung over Eiji’s waist, hair sticking out in every direction.

Eiji watches him for a moment, lips curling into a quiet smile. 
“You sleep like a cat that’s had too much to eat,” he whispers.

Ryota grumbles, eyes still closed. 
“Stop staring at me, it’s creepy.”

Eiji chuckles, leaning closer until his lips almost brush Ryota’s ear. 
“Good morning, baby.”

Ryota’s eyes snap open instantly. 
“What— baby?!” 
he croaks, sitting up halfway. His face is a mess of confusion and half-awake indignation. 
“Don’t start that nonsense first thing in the morning!”

Eiji props his head on one hand, watching him with pure amusement. 
“Why not? You are my baby.”

Ryota stares at him, blinking a few times before groaning and collapsing back on the bed. 
“You’ve officially lost it. Goosebumps. 
I’m getting actual goosebumps!” 
He pulls the blanket over his head dramatically.

Eiji laughs, a low, rich sound that fills the room. 
“Come on, baby, don’t hide. 
You’ll suffocate in there.”

“Stop calling me that!” 
comes Ryota’s muffled protest from under the blanket.

Eiji tugs the blanket just enough to peek at him. Ryota’s hair is a disaster, his cheeks flushed pink. 
“Then what should I call you, hmm?”

Ryota peeks back, eyes narrow but soft. “Call me Ryota. Just Ryota.”

Eiji smiles, leaning in to kiss his forehead. 
“Alright. Morning, Ryota.”

The simplicity of his tone melts Ryota’s defenses. He sighs, closing his eyes, lips twitching. 
“...Morning, idiot.”

Eiji chuckles again, wrapping his arm around him. 
“You know, I might still call you baby when you’re asleep.”

Ryota snorts into his chest. 
“Do it, and you’ll wake up alone next time.”

But Eiji just hums, resting his chin on Ryota’s hair. “Worth the risk.”

Jumaat, 17 Oktober 2025

Never Apart Never Again @snippet πŸ—’️

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Haruto climbed onto the couch, clutching his crumpled drawing. His brows were scrunched, lips wobbling between confusion and frustration. 

“Papa,” he said, turning to Eiji first. 
“Why everyone has a mama… but I don’t?” 

Eiji froze — the pen in his hand stilled midair. Beside him, Ryota’s body stiffened. For a second, neither spoke. The rain outside pressed soft against the window, filling the silence that words couldn’t. 

Haruto looked between them, fidgeting. 
“Teacher said we draw family… 
but my friends said… mine’s wrong.” 

Ryota reached out, rubbing the back of Haruto’s small hand. His voice came quiet, rough at the edges. 
“Your drawing’s not wrong, Haru. 
It’s just… different.” 

Haruto frowned deeper. 
“But… who’s the mama then?” 

Eiji’s throat tightened. He glanced at Ryota — and in that glance passed everything: let me handle this. He leaned closer to Haruto, lifting him into his lap. 

“Haru, there are many kinds of families,” 
Eiji said softly, smoothing the paper. 
“Some have a mama and papa. 
Some have just one. 
Some have two papas, like you do.” 

Haruto’s eyes blinked, uncertain. 
“But… what if people say that’s weird?” 

Ryota sighed quietly, pulling Haruto’s small frame into his arms as well, resting his chin on his son’s head. 
“Then you tell them,” 
he said, gentle but fierce, 
“It’s not weird. It’s love. And love’s never wrong, right?” 

Haruto looked between them — Eiji’s calm eyes, Ryota’s steady smile — and the tension in his little shoulders melted. 
“Then I’ll say I have the best papas.” 

Eiji’s lips trembled; Ryota laughed wetly, voice breaking with something that wasn’t just pride — it was relief, and ache, and the quiet promise of standing together against the world. 

Eiji pressed a kiss to Haruto’s hair, whispering, 
“That’s all that matters, Haru. 
The rest… doesn’t change what we are.”

Rabu, 15 Oktober 2025

Never Apart Never Again @snippet πŸ—’️

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The phone rang twice. No answer.
A third time—Haru’s thumb hesitated before pressing “call” again. His chest felt tight, breath shallow. Kai never ignores him this long.

He listened to the ringing, each tone cutting deeper, until finally—

“...Haru.”

Kai’s voice came through, low, rough, like he’d been crying for hours.

“Kai! Are you okay? 
You didn’t reply. I was so

“I’m fine,” Kai interrupted softly. His tone didn’t sound fine at all. “Sorry, I just... needed some time.”

There was a quiet sound on the other end—something like a faint rattle. 

Haru frowned. “You sound weird. What happened after—after your dad…?”

A dry laugh. “What happened? Nothing much. Just… realizing how small I am, Haru.”

“Don’t say that.”

“No, it’s true,” Kai whispered. “I can’t even choose who I love without hurting everyone. It’s like... maybe the world doesn’t want us together.”

Haru’s throat tightened. He didn’t know what to say, only that he wanted to run to him. 

“Kai, please. Don’t talk like that. We’ll figure it out, okay? Just—stay where you are. I’ll—”

“Haru.”

That one word stopped him cold. There was something final in the way Kai said his name.

“Haru... you must know that I love you so much. I’ll risk anything for you.”


“Kai…” Haru’s voice cracked. “Why are you talking like this?”

A long silence. On the other side, Kai’s hand trembled as he stared at the open bottle of pills on his desk. Tears blurred his vision until everything turned into a smear of white and silver. He whispered:

“Then... say it for me. Please. Tell me you love me.”

Haru’s heart stuttered. He didn’t understand why his chest hurt so much, why the air suddenly felt heavy—but he obeyed, voice shaking:

“I love you, Kai. I really do.”

There was the sound of a breath hitching, and then—

“I love you too, Haru. I love you so much.” The words caught in his throat, trembling, breaking, fragile and wet with tears.

The line went quiet.

The phone slipped slowly from Kai's fingers, clattering softly against the floor — the sound of something inside him shattering. It was as if, in that moment, he was letting Haru go, tearing his soul in half.

His hands shook violently as he uncapped the bottle. The pills rattled out, scattering one by one — pale, small pieces, detached from each other, like fragments of his love for Haru now shattered beyond repair.

He stared at them for a long moment. Is this how love ends? In pieces? 

Then, with a choked breath, Kai swallowed — not just the pills, but everything. Every piece of his love, every unsaid word, every dream he thought he could keep, thinking if he swallowed them, he could stitch those broken pieces back together, hide them deep inside himself, and bury the pain where no one could ever find it again.

One swallow. Then another.
The bitterness spread like fire, burning down his throat, into his chest. His tears blurred everything — the desk, the walls, the world.

The dizziness came, slow at first, then heavy and thick. His vision dimmed; the bottle rolled away from his hand. A wave that rose and rose, until the world swayed around him.

He whispered, barely audible, “Haru…”

Kai's voice cracking, his last breath carrying the name like a prayer — and a farewell.

*NOTE* this scene is necessary for the plot.

Khamis, 9 Oktober 2025

Never Apart_Never Again Fanfic





πŸ₯° Happy Reading !!

πŸ§‘πŸ»‍πŸ’» When I look back on Eiji and Ryota’s love journey, I don’t see a straight line of growth or a fairy-tale romance. What I see is a battlefield — not of enemies, but of hearts that collide again and again, too stubborn and too desperate to let go.

Ryota burns. He’s reckless, insecure, fierce. His love doesn’t arrive gentle — it explodes, it scars, it demands proof. Sometimes he hurts because he cannot believe he’s worthy. Sometimes he hurts Eiji because fire lashes without control. But behind it, always, is the same plea:
see me, don’t leave me.

Eiji steadies. He’s calm, disciplined, untouchable. He wears masks for his team, his school, his family, the world. But with Ryota, the mask cracks. With Ryota, he allows himself to be weak, to ache, to want. His love is not loud, but it is consuming — the kind that would shoulder guilt, pressure, and silence if it meant keeping the one he loves afloat.

Together, they stumble, they bleed, they rage, they reconcile. They torn apart in many ways: jealousy, misunderstanding, self-destruction, crushing duty. And yet, each time, they crawl back to each other. Not because they are perfect. Not because it is easy. But because the silence of being apart is worse than the pain of colliding.

Their love is not common. It is not soft edges and sweet certainty. It is jagged, searing, unrelenting. But it is also unbreakable.

If this journey has shown us anything, it’s this:
Eiji and Ryota will always hurt, and they will always heal — together.
They will question, they will doubt, but they will never truly let go.

This is why the words 
mean more than a title. They are a vow the two of them are already living, even if they don’t yet realize it.